Monday, October 05, 2009

Losing Weight

I has been losing weight. From my usual 90kg. I am 82.9kg, weighted last night. A slimer me....well, the cause of the weight lose is due to my new found illness...

Gone to the doctor weeks ago. Found out that i am suffer from diabetes. Not a big deal in today's society but still is a change of lifestyle to me. I am now more aware of what i am eating and how much i can eat. I need to sort of give up my passion to baking too.... or maybe do some "light" baking with less sugar later on.

Been doing a lot of thinking.

Everyone will die one day. Is just the matter of how you will die. Now the answer to me....maybe of the complication to my this illness....

I am not sad, or keep asking myself " why me " but a relief... an answer to my question... I am glad that i have good friends surrounded me.

I was so touch with kat. Althought she is far away but her reply over skype really warm my heart and my eyes... i miss her dearly... cos she treat a friend with her warm heart and sincerity. I will make a trip up to KL soon! not a foodie trip now...
well, a shopping spree is still good enough to make me smile huh...:)

Been restless and cant seems to concentrate much in work. I hope it will be soon over and back to normal...

A word of advice to anyone that read this blog... dun eat too full or too much at meal... stay healthy and eat healthy! Take care...