The Final Moment-Sept29

Another 3 more hours...He will touch down singapore. That really brings a smile to my face...no more lonely days!! hehehe... i am on half day leave tomorrow, to be with him....

I Will also seek a chinese shifu on my back aches after work. Heard he is good but i am sure it will be a painful experience, to my body and my pocket!

Another long weekend....i am on leave on Monday as well...hmmm 3 and a half day of rest..mann ...heaven!! Maybe will take a day off to sentosa for a sun tanning or beach walk with my love...i miss him!!

He didn't call, i means, my ex. I called him the day before, and i thought he will call back... hmm, wonder why no call back..Maybe he still didnt forgive me...or maybe just like the movie, turn left turn right, he lose my hp number..i dunno why..
maybe i feel that i owe him something in this life..

Ok ok...i will stop here..will continue my sex escape the next input in my blog...hehee..:)

I love you, Fran.

Back to Work-Sept28

I am back to work. So sian, my back still pain. What to do, need to earn a living...
Headaches ...office so many things to clear...

Talked to my colleague about some fortune telling stuff...hehehe...decided to book an appointment and see what lie in my near future...

The younger me-Sept27

Part 1 (Morning)-Was talking to kat just now about our Nov trip. So i bring out a stack of old photo album from my store room and MY GOD!! When i look at my old photos, I was young and charming and cute and I GOT A CHIN!!! GOODNESS i was so THIN ..what have happened to me!!!! Ma de..i really need to do something about it now!!

Oh, by the way, the above photo is one of my favourite. Simply love that evil smile. hehehe, dun u think so?

I am on leave today...very boring..nothing much to do, dun feel like going out.
HOW!!!!!! thought of going out with kat but really no mood and restless....maybe i am really getting old now....wish i am young again..sometime my thought really run wild and wild and....

Is good to have a partner in life. So i told him lately,over an oversea call..

" u hor, next time cannot go holiday for more than 2 weeks!!! unless is with me!! otherwise how am i going to spend the weeks without u !!"

He laughed and i beg i can get more present this time..hehehe..

part 2 (Afternoon)- Too free at home and dunno what to do...decided to flip through my old note book and really is like walking on memory lane.... reading the diary i wrote on the plane to US after my broke up with my ex. About how sorry i am...too young to be in love and dont know how to treasure him...and what else i found?? some money hmm...some old notes and some US money...and his handphone nos... the number that we choose together when he bought his hp. I had forgotton it and still it is so familiar..he come back to my mind..

Decided to try my luck and call him...and it get through...is him! the same familiar voice and god!!! he is still the same, he is in a meeting, attached and happy...i truely happy for him. I had done him wrong and i hope he forgive me. Mike, thanks for all the happy moment you give me. We even celebrate my birthday in HK. He bought me present from his US trip after our broke up. Yes i still had that cup...and slowly we just stop calling ...and slowly it has been more than 5 years..

What a day...I am not the same anymore...wiser but still simple-minded. Happy but pocket still got holes...

Am i getting old?? yes i am..really old...i really hope u are here, fran.. I miss u very much.

On MC- Sept26

Too much sex causes back pain? not for me, my back pain is cause by muscle tear after gym work out. Ma de, back aches really can kill.. can't move here, can't move there. Every movement feel pain!!! goodness, why me!! why so vain and go gym!!

Another monday blue huh? i am on MC today...good for me...as i get another day off from work, sometime i envy girls that can take mc every now and then. As for me i am like a bull, seldom fall sick. So now is time for me to rest...rest in peace..

My back pain- Sept25

Is a sunny sunday, seems that my back is feeling better. And i hope it is recovering!
Now i understand the back pain they go through like my friend Foo.

Lets talk about Foo...he is my army mate and is really a miracle! i think he stopped working since 2, 3 year ago ever since his back operation. The operation didn't helps and plus i think he is lazy... always advise him to pick up something like driving or courses which will help his career in the future. But still turn to a deaf ear. Anyway, We are good buddy and travelled to Nepal and Europe together before in the past. Always wonder when his home stay will end but he keep avoiding the topic...

Lets talk about the BBQ last night... It was good fun except my back is killing me.
Maybe i stand too long and it really hurt when i laugh! Damn it anyway like usual the food is always too much.. so end up we play game to lessen the food, whoever lose have to eat.



....few more days to his return!! YES!!

Happy Life, the beginning- Sept24

Cool!! I am now a blogger too, like many others out there.

So Blog is like writing a diary huh... Telling the whole world about the true self? A naked me or writing something that is just very surface? Am i willing to share my personal and private life? hehee..Don't expect juicy story ok? Maybe can use it to showcase my talent...above is my recent work...

Life been hard and i hope it will get better the coming year.
The year 2005 has been a good year to me. Coming to 2 years with my love and he has been very supportive to me, i really glad that i found him. Surrounded with good friends like eugene, kat, jessie and many others that bought life and happiness into my lonely life..

Now i am trying to lose some weight and mann, i can tell you at this age of 34. It is really not that easy. Working life is F**king busy and stressful. So far, blackie has treated me better than before.. oh, blackie is my immediate boss. Well will
share more when time to come and see what pattern he show again..

Oh come to lose weight.. Been very hard working nowaday since Cali gym open a new outlet lately at bugis which is a 5 mins drive from my office. Been religously workout 2 to 3 times a week. and blading!! yes the highlight of the week. My ultimate goal is ...able to blade SHIRTLESS along east coast park. Me showing off huh? what to do, i am a happy man wat!!

Is really hard to slim down...if u wonder how i look now..ok i will give you an idea.. i am sort of tall at 186ht and 88 to 90kg now..i wish to slim down to 80kg which is an ideal to me.. so that i can charm more happy people out there.. Kat my ultimate girl friend intro me to a detox proggram..hmmm...yet to try... cos according to her need to do it for 3 days and mann without food and with just water i will surely faint..So everything need to wait till i am on leave..

Been 3 weeks since my hubby gone to US for holiday. Really miss him, no more phone call every morning no more phone call at night. no more weekend, no more driving me around. Haha..i can tell you this, if u are a driver, i bet you prefer someone to drive you around so that u can just sit at the passager seat and like me, i like to lift my feet up to the dashboard and look see look see or sing along with my super hi fi system in the car and mann... so relaxing..

Oh there is a BBQ at east coast today..with the group of girls from my dept. They are all fun and interesting character... i bet it will be a very fun day except that i cant blade or cycle today...:(... cos i hurt my back yesterday and mann, every movement have to be very slow.. otherwise it will cause super pain..Really hope it can recover fast fast...

So far so good...life is getting better...

and kat if we are able to go holiday in Nov then it will be F**king fun..hmmm now is bali or phuket huh??? Let find out next Monday.

ok, time to go now...sign off with love from me in this small island...bye