Christmas day, working day

Christmas day. I am working.....there is no holiday in china. What a disappointment. Dun understand why they can dun celebrate Christmas. Anyway i had a wonderful time with my friend last night.

We had Japanese food for dinner then went to a pub street for Christmas's fun. It is something fun to do while i am out of Singapore.We even have a artist to draw a portrait for us. Had a good sleep after that cos i am so so drunk.

Today, i am working....on Christmas day....what a boring day....

Christmas eve and i miss you all

Christmas eve, a day to get together. With a group of close friends. I miss those years where kat, jessie, sandy and us having christmas pot luck and gift exchange.
Those happy time. After kat gone back home, we slowly drift apart, no more mahjong and less get together. Guess is during such festive period that makes me treasure more. More of the friendship and family tie. I miss my mom, my brother, the kids and all my friends.

Alone in a foreign land really feels lonely. Doing things alone, be it having meal, shopping. No one to share, no one to laugh with.

What i can do is to concentrate more on my work. take my mind off and be happy.

Yes be happy and i miss u all.

Sleepy me

Five days at work, Realised that at 3pm..i am always sleepy...
Help!!!

Weather is not as cold as b4, maybe i am used to it somehow, of course
dun ask me to go out naked or without a coat.

Fran is in shanghai now....bet he has a relaxed holiday as dun need to work, just play...

Third day of work...

Today is my third day of work and i finally found something to eat that is more normal and easy to eat. A taiwan restaurant. Anyway, everything is ok except my throat is burning and my skin is still bad. Will do about it this coming sat. Maybe will visit a sinsei here. See how.....

Second Day of work

Today is my second day of work. Boss still out for meeting.
I still surf the net in the morning. Bored to death. HELP!

Last nite i had a better sleep compare to other nites.
Maybe i am fully prepare about the cold.

Lunch time soon...feels lonely. They are all keep to themself.
No friends, so sad.

Find it weird that i can write my blog but i can't log on to my blog to read it.
Dunno why. China seems to block all the blogger website.. well, at least ican log in to type.

So far so good...

One night in beijing, Here i come

I arrive in beijing last sat afternoon. Yes i will be working in beijing again.
This time round will be a eight months contract.
Now is winter over here and it is so cold to a tropical "boy" like me.
I realised that i didnt bring enough clothing, so on sunday i went shopping with an ex-collegue to get some winter wear.

It is so dry here, started to feel the pain in the throat and nose started to have blood clot. Asked my friend, her advice is to drink more water and eat more fruit.

My apartment in beijing is not too bad. Located just two train station away from my office. But taking the train in the morning can be quite a culture shock. It is really JAM PACK....

Today is my first day of work. Excited but worry...nothing much today, cos my creative head was out for meeting the whole day. So can only surfing net the whole day, can be quite boring.

Doing dinner can be a headache here. As i realised that the food here really not to my liking....Will see how later...maybe go subway and get some sandwiches....

Heard that it will be colder this week....oh god...

One more week to go

Last friday is my last day of my interior job. Been working there for almost 6 months. Well, i guess i am really not suitable for doing interior. Too much managing
of man power and schdule of work, that really is a headaches.

Now welcome to a new chapter in my life. Yes, i am going away soon...for a oversea posting.... YES...not easy to make up the decision. But that is the choice i make and i hope i am doing the right things...

Done a lot of shopping last two days and i have 5 more days tp rest and settle some issue for the house.

Good bye my friends.....

I wanna go holiday!!

I wanna go holiday, wanna take a break.

If u ask me where is my ideal holiday breakaway?

I will tell u first is itay second nepal third grand junction,USA

I miss those happy fun time there.
The culture, food and shopping of Itay.
The People, smile and scenic mountain view of Nepal.
My friend, skiing, christmas and lazy afternoon in grand junction,USA.

But i cant go anywhere as now is our peak period.

I wanna go holiday!!!

Something Abt me

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.5
Mind:	6
Body:	6.1
Spirit:	4.6
Friends/Family:	2.2
Love:	5.7
Finance:	7.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Your Life Analysis:

Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score leaves room for improvement. You can make changes to improve your trouble areas, and this will bring you greater satisfaction. Focus on your weakest points and set about to change them. Do not delay your happiness and success.

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the mind.

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Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. You seem to be lacking in spirit. Improve your score by refining your beliefs and searching for answers to philosophical questions. Consider new belief systems if your current beliefs are not rewarding you. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the spirit.

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Let me go

Feeling tired, feeling heavy.

Dun wanna move, dun wanna get up from my bed.

Cos, i know there will be one phone call that will spoilt my day.

I dun understand, I dun know how.

Dun take it personal, just let it go.

One ear in, the other ear out...

It is easy say than done.

Why treat others like dirt? feeling unsecure? maybe so.

Do u believe in karmma?

Someday somehow, u will know.

Give me back to me...

Last night, i had a good chat with my ex-collegue. She updated me what is the latest changes in my ex company. And that really reminded me why i left. Well looking back, i gain lots of friendship there. Which is something that i miss...laughter and fun.
There is also lots of politics that i hate. Cos i am basically a very simple man that dun think that far.

I am stuck now with my current job situation. I wont say that i hate it or what. Just that it can really drain u off and make u so tired at the end of the day. Boy, is that what i want in my life.

I wonder why things around me changes. The feeling is gone. I find that i am so lost. I need time to settle down and think.

To think and have my life back...

Give me back to me...

Cannot be any worst

Yes, is true... it cannot be any worst. I am now in the most difficult time of my life. I never know that a human nature can be that nasty. Until now... I promise myself i will be strong and treat others with a kind heart. World Peace....

One week after my Birthday.....

Yes, it has been a week...after my 36th birthday. One and a half month into my new job. Something new something nice. Meeting new friends, seeing the rich.... Making less money but who cares....as long as i am happy...Am i happy?? Yes i am...

Sunday lazy day

Sunday is good to wake up late ...but gosh..it was so noisy today cos downstair, we got a traditional wedding going on and they really irritating... the music is still on till now at 3pm...

Been busy busy since i left the comapny...the air outside really fresh and nice...coffee in the morning, running around in the afternoon, work at night.. i feel that i am still kicking and alive again... dun think i wanna go back to an office again. tire myself down to a chair, sit infront of the computer and waste my life away....

GOing for diving lesson soon...trying something exciting i hope that will excite my life...

I find that it is not easy to work on laptop ....anyway i tried to work on a project just now...it really needs sometime to adjust to the keypad...

what is life?? i wonder...

Wish me luck....

Finally i am leaving my present company.... been there more than 3 yrs. Is time to move on....Guess i am the sort that need things to excite me every now and then. July5 will be my last day of work. Really feel relax and at ease after i make up my mind. Realised i am really bad at this... easily affect by others comments...Now at least everything is finalise. I am sure now i had no regret as i was given chances to re-consider. Thank god for being so kind to me. And all my colleagues and friends. A new chapter will begin and i wish for a better tomorrow.

Will be joining a friend for my new career switch. New life and jobs really excite me. I was so busy in this company but it was rewarding....i will miss all the good fun..and the OT with the few.

Take up tap dancing class...starting this tues. A 8 weeks class....Always wanted to do this cos find it real cool. Finally make it...:)

At this age ....36....really a big move for me....I really hope all work out well..
wish me luck!!

thanks all...

Funny funny

Stay late for work again. Had dinner in the office and we had some fun..
we did an out line of a human figure on the floor..so funny ...just like the CSI..
Few more days and my nightmare will be over...can't wait to go for a long break...

Sunday Working Life so sad

Today sunday, so sian cos i need to go back to work...

Meet up with eugene early morning...nice guy:)

I think i really need a break...so sian in life...

Really lookin forward to my KL trip in end of the month....

Break me

Been really busy with office work lately, that tender is so rush and i was given three area to do...anyway it is coming to an end soon...god blessed...

A lot of thing happened for the past few months and it really bothers me. I changes my way of viewing friendship and i hate what it had done to me. Whether to trust a friend or not, who is the real friend that stand by u and who is the one that use u for a motive. Maybe friendship only happen outside the office, too much politic and i hate that. People that seems nice to u maybe throwing a knife behind u. god..

Get in touch with KK lately...my ex. He is still a kind soul. Still care about me and i am glad that i can talk to him abt my problems.

Fran and i seems to be more and more distant in our relationship. One thing really is i am really too busy at work and my ECA over the weekend. I wish to have some free time to breath and spend some quality time together with him. We are going for a short trip to KL end of this month. To relax, do some shopping and also visit Kat..
my long forgotten friend...hehehe..

I simply love my this new laptop. It is the coolest toy at this moment. But i really dun have much time with him...that is why now at 2 am, i am using him to write my long forgotten blog.

Tomorrow, sunday still need to go back office attend to that stupid tender drawing. I am truely tired!! i need a break now!!!

happy me?

Finally back to blog again...

bought a new laptop and hp...:)

happy me!