MerryChristmas,Sunday- Dec25

Is a sunday morning, christmas day morning. No snow, no bell, no money...

Well, in life what do u want? I just wish to be happy. Happy at work, happy in love, happy with friends, happy with no worries. I think that is not easy to achieve... Why? Because living in singapore is expensive, i got to pay this, pay that. I can said that my bonus already 100% gone....cos everything goes to pay the bill..... when can i start saving? save me and my old age... Maybe i ask for too much, end up this is the price that i had to pay. All i am askin is to have a comforable life, maybe i am just too materialistic, huh? I should control!!

Life have been good lately, i must say. Especially after i started my meditation, feels good. I hope to achieve a better life, a more creative mind and a more rewarding self development.

What year 2006 install for me? i wish for world peace.

Merry Christmas to all that are reading this....I love you.

Wed-Dec14

Came Back from KL yesterday. Been a good rest, we usually start our day at 9am, with breakfast in the hotel then shop till 3pm. Back to hotel for a nap. after a good rest we will then start shopping again...:) Although we walked a lot but i guess we control our money quite well.... end up i only bought few t shirt and dvds.

I truely enjoy the shopping a lot, i wish i can go again next year. Is fun to drive up and take a short break.

Will be on leave today and tomorrow. Will be back to office on friday, for gift exchange. :) fun fun fun...

May go for meditation lesson later in the evening. will see how it goes ....

Sat-Dec17

We are leaving for KL tomorrow, Sunday morning.We will be there till Tuesday, a short break. Staying at our favourite hotel, the Istana. Life suddenly move slow for me...maybe lately my job was on a fast lane and now on leave...everything seems slow down...Feels also very restless.

Will be back to office on Dec23 for the gift ex-change. Everyone is in holiday mood.
Wish i am in Grand Junction. If u wanna know where that is. Go yahoo and search for it. hahaha...

Verner, Merry Christmas and i will save up enough to visit u next christmas!

Relax Sunday- Dec11

I had a very stress work days last week...never been that bad before. Everything is in a stressful situation and people watching over me.I am truely glad that all turn out well and i am on safe ground. The last few days has been a passing phase.... can't think of much thing. My mind is telling me to rest and relax... end up i went for a movie with Fran. Aero Flux...not bad a movie and is very stylishly done. Reading in Border after the movie..i know i am insane to keep lookin for books on spirtual or tarot..hahaha... anyway is some good reading material...

Sunday, a very slow day... i think i am lazy in natural....cos i basically do nothing the whole day... hahaha

Making plan for christmas...dunno where to go...so sian...

Happy Weekend- Nov27

Finally come to weekend..Really looking forward to this day as I had booked a musical several weeks ago and today, 26nov is the day. It was also intentionaly Fran birthday gift. It rained very heavily in the morning when i am picking Fran up from his office. Luckily nothing happened..cos i almost knock into a lamp pole.

RENT, about the lives and loves of a group of struggling young artist, gay, lesb and straight. I love the music and the act since I watched many years ago. Karan act and sing well in the show and I am glad that I catched this ...

After the show, was about evening time... Decided to go funan for dinner...The objective is really to go to somewhere nearby to take aura photo...Indeed a unique and special moment for me. As u can see I am in light of orange/yellow..
and the explanation is so me...:) I am glad that it did not show the ugly me as the light is all over me..hahaha... They also include a quite detail explaination of the light zone and its meaning.. The picture is not ex and cost a merely $10, i strongly encourage whoever into discovering themselve, go and get one soon...



It tells that on the rightside(expression...The color that I putting out to the world...) My color is green/yellow: the world sees me as cheerful, happy and confident. Yellow is the color of sunshine, warmth and intellectual capability, while green is the color of healing, self confident and discipline. Ochre, a blending of these two colors show that i am an optimistic, practical and thoughtful attitude. I may often find myself in the center of attention or in a leadership role...( I know that i am a happy man, only under certain situation that will put me down. It sounds quite true and accurate )

On the center(experience...The color that seen over my head now...The color that best describe me, or what I wish to be)...M color is orange: I can't help expressing myself creatively! I am an artist at heart and march to the beat of different drummer. Right now I am feeling powerful I have the energy, enthusiasm, confident and will to accomplish anything that I desire. Orange is also the color of originality and independence....( I know that there is a change in me lately, maybe due to the change of role and team in the office, the whole me feels different. I am in a more relax position. I am still trying to adjust myself to the whole situation)

On the Left side(future...The color or vibration coming into my being)...My color is Golden orange: my future is bound to be thought provoking as well as highly creative. Activity generating energy is coming into my field. This shade of golden orange is a mixture of active red and intellectual yellow. In this position of my auric field indicates that a very creative and intellectually stimulating future lies in store for me. Inspired ideas are already unfolding within me. I also can enjoy life as I wish...( I truely believe something is going to happen, cos i have call up for a lesson of healing workshop. It is something new and exciting to me. Next sunday is the day and i really looking forward to it, I am sure there is a big change coming)

On the throat(Communication...Is traditionally the energy being expressed)...My color is Golden orange: I can't help expressing myself joyfully and creatively. Happiness, excitement and humor is what I most desire in my life. I spread sunshine wherever I go. My voice is my instrument. I may enjoy singing, acting, telling jokes and stories or just chatting with friends... People find me a pleasurable, lively and entertaining companion. I am warm, outgoing and sociable.( This i have to admit, I like to share my happiness and small talk to whoever knows me..Oveall i hope i am a fun guy that people like to hang around with)

On the heart(Empathy...The vibration coming into my being)...My color is green/yellow: what I desired in life is to heal and nuture others with my humor and optimistic. I am fun-loving and carefree yet I feel a responsibility and desire to counsel and help people with their problems and challenges. I have deep insight and empathy into what others are experiencing, but I have the unique ability to remain centered and amused when all else is falling into chaos around me. My humor is often my strength and saving grace.( Well, maybe because of where i am now, a senior in the company, i really need to look after some junior colleague. In my heart i feels that we are all adult, we should know the limits to the fun and should concentrate in job when the time call)

On the Solar Plexis( normally the center vibration of my being, associated with power, money...It is also the center of self esteem and ego)... My color is yellow: Like the rising sun, yellow brings forth warmth and light. Yellow are representative of the intellect. Each shade or tint of yellow expresses a type of function, ability or expression of the intellect. I am filled with a sense of excitement and joy. I probably feel happy and confident as I discovered my life's work. I have the confident to accomplish anything I desire to do. I laugh easily and are amused by life.( well i do enjoy my job to an extend, So far i am happy there. Now with most of my debt clear, i am happy to be able to enjoy it more without thinking too much on how much more money that i need to folk out)

Should I leave out the color for sex..heehee that a bit too personal mann...Hahaha...Anyway the color is GOLDEN ORANGE...Also means for friendship, socializing, having fun and being myself are what I wish to focus on now. I make my work and chores a pleasure and strive to enjoy every moment. I have a great sense of humor and laugh easily. My life is a fun and creative project. I am also able to relate to others in a warm, open and friendly way. ( yeah, i am enjoying my life now. At this age of mine, i dont wanna lead a boring and restless life. That is why i go gym, roller brading and now my passion is find out more abt the spiritual me)

On the root( traditionally the energy of the physical plane and material reality)..
My color is yellow: Fun is what I am concentrate on now. No matter what I am doing, it needs to be an enjoyable experience. I may be successful in my business if it is fun and creative for me. The world sees me as cheerful, happy, playful, carefree and lucky. Yellow is the color of sunshine and warmth.. My personality is definitely outgoing and optimistic. I may often find myself the center of attention, others see me as radiant and self-expressive.( Well, guess that i am a born designer huh hahaha. Not born to be rich, that means)

OK...The last is the summary...My overall( Summarizes the color intensities of the various elements of my aura(chakras) and the overall condition of my being: My color is GOLD.... In the near future I will have the opportunities to be an inspiration to many people. I glow with a beautiful inner light that people instantly recognize and respond to. I am full of hope, inspiration, utopian ideals and zeal. I easily inspire others with my optimism and excitement with new ideas. I have quick, curious mind always happy and hungry for new learning. I am happy to be what I am and I feel confident to accomplish anything that I want. ( A inspiration to many people?? wow what a big role and i dun think i am such a person, I means my character wasnt that out spoken...will see how it leads me to...True that i like to learn new things, but how long the passion will last? i dunno..i was also known to only have 3mins passion type of guy....hahaha...)

wow ....God...This is the longest blog I ever write hahaha...Indeed it is an experience or lesson learned from the aura photo, it teach me and tell me who I am..
for friends who knows me...This is me...

Tired Sunday- Nov20

That was 15 days, two weeks ago since i last update my blog.... guess i am too lazy nowadays.....had a terrible flu last few day..finally got some rest and feels much better now...

It was a horrify night last night...went to bed at 110am and woke up from my short term dream....open up my big black eyes...into the dark, i think i saw something...
trying to figure out what the F is that...and it seems clearer to me that is a face of a girl....end up i scream so loud and on and on.. never been so extreme in my life.. my brother and mom who are in the living room thought the scream was from the TV..hahaha...but hell that really scare the hell out of me... i dare not close my eyes... in the dark... in my open and empty mind ....i waited..time just stood still.. finally i on my bedside lamp... feels so awake...( remember i took the flu medication earlier before i go to bed..) decided to read and keep myself busy and ....i only manage to sleep at 4am...wake up again at 5:59am..thinking to myself..soon the sun will be out...

I wake up with a very tired mind and god.... so so sleepy.... anyway i am ok now..i will light up my candle now before i go to sleep so that at least i wont wake up in the pitch dark room...

Time to sleep now... and tomorrow is another new day...

Birdie day- Nov05

Today is my family day.... bird park... didnt been there for years... and still the same old bird... to me, zoo is still my favourite... more things to see...looking at colorful bird dun do anything to me.. sian..

Went to IMM after the birdpark... finally booked a set of plasma and home theatre system...something that i had been eyeing for quite awhile... I know Fran won't be happy about it cos i didn't plan it well.... He is a more pratical person and i am more impulsive...when i wanna something i will want it badly !!! Yes...that is me..

Will install on Tuesday...hmmm imagine a 42" tv on my living room wall..that really excite me now...hehehe... and able to watch action movie on it....with the sound effect ....i guess i may not visit cinema for awhile now...

I told my mom just now... that i am the sort that enjoy life at its moment..i know i know is bad in a way.... But now with most of my debt clear..i would wanna buy myself something to cheer myself up..hehehe...

Tomorrow...sunday...planning to go gym and back to office for some work... otherwise i will have a hard time on monday...

Verner, i am ok now...dun worry..when is your sg trip?? looking forward to see u soon..

Wes thanks for being such a dear friend to me.....

Fran, wat can i say.... love you...

Sunday-Oct30

Went to East Coast for roller blading yesterday, was a bit worry as this is my first blade after my backaches recover. No pain, no fall...is a enjoyable time and i truely love it. Went for a movie( the 40 years old virgin )...trying to be funny yet didnt strike me that much, unlike KungFu hustler which really give me a good laugh.

Coming week will be a easy week. As next Tuesday and Thurday is public holiday so we jus need to work 1, 3 and 5.... hmmm and can work rest work rest... didnt plan much..
just live the day by day...

Live life like the last day of my life...-Oct29

Sat, the day that i can sleep late... been feeling tired and ache over the last few days since visited Liu ShiFu...He is good, i must say....my pain had really improve a lot!!! and i am glad that i am ok now...

Friday, yesterday....what a day...interview with my boss, and got my appraisal signed.. was surprise how he look at me...anyway is a good thing even through i am not sure is that sincere...

Happy hour.... company holding a 9 course dinner after work to celebrate a success of an event that was held not long ago...lucky draw...ME!!! got a pair of concert ticket to Teresa teng musical tribute...not my cup of tea..most likely will give it to Fran's parent..

During dinner, my big boss came over and wanna me to go japan next week for a show..
a oversea trip, some where that i never go before.. not really keen to go either... just not in the right mood.... will see how...

Planning to go roller blading this afternoon...going to pick Fran later..got a vase from one of my colleague... so tempted to get some fresh flower... i guess all happy people like flower...hahaha...

I am silly, always do stupid and silly stuffs.... I am really glad to have friends like Wes, Kat and SG. They help and look out for me a lot.... Sounds silly... at the age 34 i am still metally simple...well, that is me...

The Best Joke of the day-Oct25

The Best joke of the day....

one of my aunts said: so son now you are 35 why don't you get married??
one of my cousins replied: you are 65 why don't you die??
The aunt nearly had a heart attack..
some aunts can irritate the shit yout of your arse...

Crazy day, Crazy me-Oct24

I must say, life treated me well...surrounded with good friends, family and good sex.
hahaha... Wes, thanks again for the frightening phone call, i will remind myself not to make the same mistake again and Kat for giving me good advise on how to handle things.

The problem with me is... i dun think too much..to concern about other's problem which i can joyly well give it a miss...must learn to reject! Yeah you Mxther Fxxker Fxxk Oxx...hehhehe...

Been amost a week since i last update...yes i am lazy and lazy... what else can i say....been lazy about work...about love...about life...

The wonder feeling of that spiritual stuff has over..and now i am in this cruel happy world...sign....struggling to make a living.... been calaculating my saving and expenses lately...goodness really can't live without a full time job...everything is expensive in singapore and i am a BIG spender...

Went to Habour front with Fran to look see at big sales on tv...been wanting to get one tv for my living room. Is really crowded out there.... and i have a real tight budget...and realise that 42" plasma is super big in my that tiny small living room..
so make up my mind to zoom down to a 32" LCD...so scan through the whole store...found ONE! make in singapore...hmmm....would i want to get a LCD tv, a singapore brand at $1800 or get a jap brand that cost almost double....ma de.. end up i decided to wait till christmas for price to drop further and save up more money.
Think too much end up buy nothing and spend all the money away... hahaha...

Eugene came over...he is really a good pal... lot of jokes and stories to share.. i feels good with him. He has been very helpful to me in life and also in saving cost for my house reno! I must said that my house reno is basic and yet is cosy and please to lay man eyes.... i like the earth tone finishing. easy feeling,relax and casual... I did my basic when i moved in one year ago and now thought of doing a sliding door to kitchen, a shoe rack, and also one of my bedroom cabinet. After that my house will be fully done up... And i will live happily ever after...alone?

Boring Tuesday-Oct18

Another boring Tuesday again!!! hahaha....work was slow, so everything is in slow motion..and need to act hard working also...sian..I will be on leave coming thursday to next tuesday..so can have a real good rest...

Will also do a detoxing coming sunday to tues... three days...read can lose at lease 3 kg...hehee must look charming at this old age!!!

Nov is coming and 2 months later 2005 will be over ....really looking forward to it.
Life will be beautiful ....

Bought a pair of ticket to the musical RENT....really expensive to me but is a birthday gift to fran... I really love Rent..watched once and i simply love it!!

:)

Meditation-Oct12

Followed my cousin to the reading...been quite into these stuffs lately..the lady taught me a method of meditation....

First, sit on a chair both hand on lap...relax and close your eyes....deep breath and let out the air slowly...feel the air in your middle of stomach.....and also need to imagine there is roots growing into the ground.... thus it will tie you to earth. do it for 2 mins and slowly increase to 3 mins...max at 5 mins...

It says to help in concentration and also focus in whatever we do in our daily live.

Life can be so un-predicable huh....or life can be just a box of chocolate...and that will makes u FAT! hahaha...

To me, life can be hard but since we already make it so far, just might as well live it to the fullest and be a happy man....have a good heart, think no evil...i know is hard sometime...we are still human....whatever it is just be a good human in this earth...cheers..

Boring Tuesday-Oct11

Few days didnt update my blog...got a complain from my fan...hahaha...my dear colleague..the one that we had a lot in common, one who had upset stomach after the ma la steamboat, one who lead me to the awakening...hahaha...Wes..thanks for being a friend...

Office is going for a re-structuring coming Nov. I bet there will be a great change in term of working relationship with the old colleagues... We had great fun together and i sure miss working with them...

Still having the after effect from the reading....i even went for a meditation lesson last night...for my character i will do anything once!! just to experience and know what is all about.... anyway, the experience was quite "magical" I can feels wave on both my palm and can see changing color when i close my eyes.... Nice and smoothing color....I truely believe that the meditation really work...and with the control of energy, i bet it really have some un-natural force within...But i dont think i will dive into it as i really over spend this month and god will knows..

I better control and hope money drop from sky soon...

Some people was afraid of seeing things...some don't, like me.....as what they said, when i am ready...i will see it...talked to my colleague today...she told me about her dream which is so real that scare her....

She dream that she woke up and saw herself sleeping there....then saw a lady (shadow) at the corner of her room...afraid then she ran out to the living room...saw an old maid sitting there...even saw her room-mate came out of their room, to wash up and left for work... she then went back to her room and sleep into her own body....

Weird dream huh...to her everything is so real and that scare her out...
She is a funny and interesting character....

:)

The Gifted one-Oct08

I went to my tarot reading and realised a lot of things that is new and unknown to me...Well, total 2 tarot reading...cos the first one intro me to the second one for further explaination...

Both of them tell me, they can only see male figure in my life and i have lot of yang in me...that means i am gay !!!! He can see a man in me, a strong yang!! and he can tell i am born to be gay as i choose it, cos i had problem with female in my past life...

I am also a gifted one as i had the "third eyes"... the ability to see things...and that really interest me in certain way....Will you choose to open up your third eye?
how to deal with those that hang around...hmmm....errie but interesting huh ...

She recommended some books for me to open up my world and he wanna me to learn more about my past life...what a day...too overwhelming and tired...

I need time to think about it...i am truely tired now....

On Leave Again-Oct7

October, must be a very non productive month for me, cos i seems to be on leave and MC every now and then...What to do...i really not feeling well and i need to clear my leave before end of oct otherwise our intra-system will "eat away" my leave...I still have 3 more days to clear....hmmm...maybe i am too hard working during the year otherwise why so many leave unclear huh.....hehehe..

Last night finally told blackie, that i wanna go on leave today...so sian nothing much to do, just helping my colleague to do her revisions..3 revisions!!! Is not like i dun wanna to do just that my back still not that recover and is a chore to really work...and also i simply no mood to think too much.. I know Margaret was under stress...to me we are all adult, we should know how to handle stress...i had been under a lot of stress too..... Remember long long ago ..feb this year...

I was working on one mega project..constantly under the eyes of blackie..i was not confident then and once he even paste my drawing with lots of ugly remark all over it, over my monitor...the next morning, whoever past by my desk saw my drawing...came to me and say sorry to me...sigh...hey, maybe i should scan that drawing and paste it here, then u all will have a good laugh..hahaha

I had been there...just take it easy and tackle one problem at one time.. What to do, life have to carry on...

After end of the year 2005, i will be more relief...cos i will finally pay off my renovation loan...Eugene, my dear friend and he did my house..beautifully!! help me in many ways to make all these possible...that means i will be a bit richer and can have some saving on hand...NOW I AM REAL BROKE!!!

I bought my China Colleague Liu to little india last night....show him the infamous desker road... had indian food for dinner and shop at Mustafar... Actually what can u really do in singapore....???? I am so bore sometime....fran and me can be very boring couple...we dun club, eat at hawker...only thing is we drive and can go all over singapore for nice food...

I miss our Malaysia trip..we used to drive all the way to KL and malacca...and i had so much fun...maybe i can talk about that another day huh...:)

Good day...

Getting Better-Oct5

I am getting better....yes...it feels so so good to be able to move..
Now is only a slight pain on my right leg.... Glad to be normal again...

I am really looking forward to my weekend... can be with my darling again..
I keep teasing him about the wooden door... I hope he remember this lesson..

Back to Work-Oct4

Yes...i m back to work..after a long rest..was still feeling pain in the morning.
But at the end of the work day...mann!...my back has recover a lot...not that pain anymore and the right foot pain had also gone away... Now i am feeling much much better...

Anyway, i had decided to cancel our trip in Nov...cos i had already spend $200 plus on my chinese ShiFu...so maybe is wise to do that since i am not totally recover.

What a day...i am happy and hope the pain will go away soon...

Pain, pain go away-Oct3

I am still in pain..gone to the doc yesterday and she said i may have a mild slip disc.. it affects my right leg, every step i am in pain..Now i understand how others felt when they had slip disc..u really will give whatever u have for the relief..

Another day on MC ( medical leave )..... lying in bed for almost the whole morning, restless. Doc advise not to sit up too long need lot of rest.. I guess the only thing i can do is surf the net but damn i cant sit up too long...

Forgive and Forget-Oct2

Is midnight...tired...why?? sigh... i dunno should write it down...or...

Can you forgive your lover if he/she cheated on u.. If u forgive, will you forget?
Now i am facing situation like this...

Found sexy sms on his hp...both personal and office. What else will you do..
i know i am bad but i already suspected when a sms beep in the afternoon..."miss you and wanna meet u again etc"... Fuck...then after we came back from east coast...while he is showering...i checked his hp...goodness....different people...
different sexy message..i dunno how i should react...

He hold me and say he didnt do anything behind me...i kept quiet and he keep !#@%$#
...i demanded to check the other HP sms...my gosh!!! even more !!! even got a married one!!!

I know is hard to maintain a relationship...2 yrs is not easy...especially we are happy man..should i carry on ...and if i do...will i forgive and forget?? Will he repeat history again?? He is still young and active .... should i let him go...

My back aches again...i will go back to Liu Shi Fu again tomorrow...he is good and i am sure there will be a better tomorrow...

I still love him....

The Final Moment-Sept29

Another 3 more hours...He will touch down singapore. That really brings a smile to my face...no more lonely days!! hehehe... i am on half day leave tomorrow, to be with him....

I Will also seek a chinese shifu on my back aches after work. Heard he is good but i am sure it will be a painful experience, to my body and my pocket!

Another long weekend....i am on leave on Monday as well...hmmm 3 and a half day of rest..mann ...heaven!! Maybe will take a day off to sentosa for a sun tanning or beach walk with my love...i miss him!!

He didn't call, i means, my ex. I called him the day before, and i thought he will call back... hmm, wonder why no call back..Maybe he still didnt forgive me...or maybe just like the movie, turn left turn right, he lose my hp number..i dunno why..
maybe i feel that i owe him something in this life..

Ok ok...i will stop here..will continue my sex escape the next input in my blog...hehee..:)

I love you, Fran.

Back to Work-Sept28

I am back to work. So sian, my back still pain. What to do, need to earn a living...
Headaches ...office so many things to clear...

Talked to my colleague about some fortune telling stuff...hehehe...decided to book an appointment and see what lie in my near future...

The younger me-Sept27

Part 1 (Morning)-Was talking to kat just now about our Nov trip. So i bring out a stack of old photo album from my store room and MY GOD!! When i look at my old photos, I was young and charming and cute and I GOT A CHIN!!! GOODNESS i was so THIN ..what have happened to me!!!! Ma de..i really need to do something about it now!!

Oh, by the way, the above photo is one of my favourite. Simply love that evil smile. hehehe, dun u think so?

I am on leave today...very boring..nothing much to do, dun feel like going out.
HOW!!!!!! thought of going out with kat but really no mood and restless....maybe i am really getting old now....wish i am young again..sometime my thought really run wild and wild and....

Is good to have a partner in life. So i told him lately,over an oversea call..

" u hor, next time cannot go holiday for more than 2 weeks!!! unless is with me!! otherwise how am i going to spend the weeks without u !!"

He laughed and i beg i can get more present this time..hehehe..

part 2 (Afternoon)- Too free at home and dunno what to do...decided to flip through my old note book and really is like walking on memory lane.... reading the diary i wrote on the plane to US after my broke up with my ex. About how sorry i am...too young to be in love and dont know how to treasure him...and what else i found?? some money hmm...some old notes and some US money...and his handphone nos... the number that we choose together when he bought his hp. I had forgotton it and still it is so familiar..he come back to my mind..

Decided to try my luck and call him...and it get through...is him! the same familiar voice and god!!! he is still the same, he is in a meeting, attached and happy...i truely happy for him. I had done him wrong and i hope he forgive me. Mike, thanks for all the happy moment you give me. We even celebrate my birthday in HK. He bought me present from his US trip after our broke up. Yes i still had that cup...and slowly we just stop calling ...and slowly it has been more than 5 years..

What a day...I am not the same anymore...wiser but still simple-minded. Happy but pocket still got holes...

Am i getting old?? yes i am..really old...i really hope u are here, fran.. I miss u very much.

On MC- Sept26

Too much sex causes back pain? not for me, my back pain is cause by muscle tear after gym work out. Ma de, back aches really can kill.. can't move here, can't move there. Every movement feel pain!!! goodness, why me!! why so vain and go gym!!

Another monday blue huh? i am on MC today...good for me...as i get another day off from work, sometime i envy girls that can take mc every now and then. As for me i am like a bull, seldom fall sick. So now is time for me to rest...rest in peace..

My back pain- Sept25

Is a sunny sunday, seems that my back is feeling better. And i hope it is recovering!
Now i understand the back pain they go through like my friend Foo.

Lets talk about Foo...he is my army mate and is really a miracle! i think he stopped working since 2, 3 year ago ever since his back operation. The operation didn't helps and plus i think he is lazy... always advise him to pick up something like driving or courses which will help his career in the future. But still turn to a deaf ear. Anyway, We are good buddy and travelled to Nepal and Europe together before in the past. Always wonder when his home stay will end but he keep avoiding the topic...

Lets talk about the BBQ last night... It was good fun except my back is killing me.
Maybe i stand too long and it really hurt when i laugh! Damn it anyway like usual the food is always too much.. so end up we play game to lessen the food, whoever lose have to eat.



....few more days to his return!! YES!!

Happy Life, the beginning- Sept24

Cool!! I am now a blogger too, like many others out there.

So Blog is like writing a diary huh... Telling the whole world about the true self? A naked me or writing something that is just very surface? Am i willing to share my personal and private life? hehee..Don't expect juicy story ok? Maybe can use it to showcase my talent...above is my recent work...

Life been hard and i hope it will get better the coming year.
The year 2005 has been a good year to me. Coming to 2 years with my love and he has been very supportive to me, i really glad that i found him. Surrounded with good friends like eugene, kat, jessie and many others that bought life and happiness into my lonely life..

Now i am trying to lose some weight and mann, i can tell you at this age of 34. It is really not that easy. Working life is F**king busy and stressful. So far, blackie has treated me better than before.. oh, blackie is my immediate boss. Well will
share more when time to come and see what pattern he show again..

Oh come to lose weight.. Been very hard working nowaday since Cali gym open a new outlet lately at bugis which is a 5 mins drive from my office. Been religously workout 2 to 3 times a week. and blading!! yes the highlight of the week. My ultimate goal is ...able to blade SHIRTLESS along east coast park. Me showing off huh? what to do, i am a happy man wat!!

Is really hard to slim down...if u wonder how i look now..ok i will give you an idea.. i am sort of tall at 186ht and 88 to 90kg now..i wish to slim down to 80kg which is an ideal to me.. so that i can charm more happy people out there.. Kat my ultimate girl friend intro me to a detox proggram..hmmm...yet to try... cos according to her need to do it for 3 days and mann without food and with just water i will surely faint..So everything need to wait till i am on leave..

Been 3 weeks since my hubby gone to US for holiday. Really miss him, no more phone call every morning no more phone call at night. no more weekend, no more driving me around. Haha..i can tell you this, if u are a driver, i bet you prefer someone to drive you around so that u can just sit at the passager seat and like me, i like to lift my feet up to the dashboard and look see look see or sing along with my super hi fi system in the car and mann... so relaxing..

Oh there is a BBQ at east coast today..with the group of girls from my dept. They are all fun and interesting character... i bet it will be a very fun day except that i cant blade or cycle today...:(... cos i hurt my back yesterday and mann, every movement have to be very slow.. otherwise it will cause super pain..Really hope it can recover fast fast...

So far so good...life is getting better...

and kat if we are able to go holiday in Nov then it will be F**king fun..hmmm now is bali or phuket huh??? Let find out next Monday.

ok, time to go now...sign off with love from me in this small island...bye