Monday Monday

Another Monday.... There is 52 weeks in a year...that means there are 52 monday...Sian..

Why can't we have 3 weekends and 4 weekdays? Wonder who set the rule of work 5 days and rest 2 days.... Must really kill him... Anyway he is dead many many many months ago... I strongly believe we should lead a simple and stressless life. Living in Singapore really dun allow us to have this luxury...everything cost money, money, money...

Travelling around the world really make me appreciate this little island.. everything is green, clean and organize...Although it can be boring sometime, but hey,....this is the place i called HOME...

Yes I love Singapore

My Taiwan Trip

Been bit restless...is time to go back to work? Or is it the late night mahjong? Or maybe is just the side effect of my detox proggram..

It was a good fun last night....play 1.5 round of mahjong and i won 25 sin at the end of the game.. hehe...

I have write something about my Taiwan Trip.... simple and straight forward...

This is me having FUN!! hahaha, Went to several interesting places.... As you can see... making fun by the rock, soaking in that super hot spring water, visiting the Taipei 101, Greeny Alishan and that early sun rise...

What i will miss in Taiwan...??
The FOOD!! Usually we had our meal at small eatery or but from the roadside stall...which is yummy.


So i had spend 10 days in Taiwan eating and travelling but mostly is a rest and relax trip from my busy working life....and I LOVE IT!!

Back from Taiwan....

Back from Taiwan last night...i shouldnt have take budget airline...the space is so tight and 4.5 hrs is a long way home..so next time if i travel again, i should save more money...
I have 3 days of leave before i go back to work. Decided to do a detox proggram. Weight myself last night, put on 3 kg..hmm...so is a good time to do something to myself.

Getting Away

I know i had been lazy....didnt get down to write anything in the month of august.
Well, office had been busy busy busy...but i guess life treated me well..seems to settle with my job and life...god blessed....

Yes, today is the day for me to get away...i really think i planned this trip way too far ahead...i will never do such thing again...cos all the passion and fire really wear off....should do it at a click of the finger...just do it! seeing my colleagues one by one done their japan, taiwan, hongkong and bangkok trip..and i am still workin my ass off in the office...the feeling sucks...but hey now i am good...
cos i will be away for 2 weeks...sigh...a trip well deserve..i will enjoy to the fullest and mann....no work for 2 weeks....look, heaven i come...oh oh, i will be celebrating my 36th birthday in taiwan, so cool hor..anyway not something to shout about...

Flight is at 1 pm, another 4 hrs away... lookin at my luggage ..hmmm...i guess i am not as adventure as b4...time really catch up.... decided not to bring my digital camera instead i will use my super N70 to take photos....well, anyway i am there just for food, food and food.... i will post some pic up when i return..

So have a good trip to me and have a good day to u.....

July...Soon August

July almost end...time passes so fast..i am really lookin forward to August...why?
Well, cos Singapore National day fall on 9 Aug, is a Wednesday. And i apply my annual leave on the 7 and 8 aug...that means i will have 5 days off from work.. hooray!!!

What's more, fran will be away, with his family to bali...so i will be alone!! hooray
...hahaha...i need to fill my days with fun and activities mann... actually should do some planning abt my taiwan trip or go to gym etc.... lucky my good friend kat is back from KL...so we can spend some time together if she is free...

We really tired ourselve out last night....cos sandy's place can only be free after 9 pm and we are planning to do our mahjong session there. End up we go to IKEA for some shopping and also kill time... and only manage to reach her place at 10 plus.. two rounds of game and is 6 am!! i only managed to win $12 sin... hahaha so tired and only win so little hor... but is really good fun...

I waked up at 2 plus today... so restless...did some house work..cos my mom dun really a cleaning lady type so i did some kitchen cleaning... called fran, kat and sandy...guess what!!!??

We going for ice-cream at NYDC later..hooray!!!

Family Day

Seems like my blog is updated only on weekend...once every week...haha...

Yesterday is our company family day at the zoo....hmmm....the zoo is not the same as i remember.. well they actually installed a few new setting and new improvement...it really bring the animal closer to the visitors. Will make a trip down again when i have time..

The zoo is fine but the family day sucks.....I was involved in the treasure hurt, we come in first place....and guess what is the prize?? Yes give me a break...merci.... No words can discribe when i got the prize....sian...

Was in MSN this morning and chat with an ex colleague... glad that we are still friends...and we share a lot of our office talk. Sigh...a lot of untruth and polictic.... i hope i can stay clean and not get into such difficult situation... Even there is talk abt my boss and me, god...is funny and is ...funny

Tomorrow another day at work....i love weekend but seems that it always passed so fast... Fran and me gone to chomp chomp and take away pizza and fried prawn noodle..it is really good....

A cow Jumpin' over my car

I pasted this cow sticker over Fran car few weeks ago...Last week while we were on our way to Suntec for some walk walk...i looked up and saw THE COW.. it was so funny and that i decided to use my nokia ...hehe...

That night was also my first time trying our the Carl Jr burger.... It really is big and really ex...cos us $14 plus for just one mushroom burger set which include one drink, one fries and one onion rings..... well Fran and i fully agree that Carl burger is good...so give it a try if u are hungry and saw one nearby...

Today Fran got his new car...yeah after so many months of waiting...we went for dinner with his new toy..not bad with the smell of new leather...:) will show u pic of his car when time are right...just now too late and no light for good photo...

This is cute, saw this while on our way out from a meeting...it was paste beside the lift...encourage people not to take lift and spend some time for little step fun...well 20 steps a day to keep 2.7 kg away....i think that is possible ...if u do it for a year and stop eating...hehehe..

Sleepy now ...have a good weekend...

Weekend !!!

Coming to weekend again! So nice to be able to
get away from work...

Realised that even though with my new nokia Hp i didnt really take a lot of photo...
anyway, this is what i take on my way to work this morning..Lovely view hor..:)

U will never believe it...our office's family day...will be held at the zoo...gosh..although i know singapore zoo is the best beside that night safari in taiping....ha...but i been there a few time lately...cos Fran can get his company co-operated card to get us in for free....

How I wish it was like last year which i had miss it, cos of an oversea assignment... they went to wild wild wet, a water theme park in singapore...
:( I always wanna go but i find the fare a bit ex...

Finally got a reply from Kat, friend that gone home for good... so nice to be able to get in touch again.. Now no more mahjong cos everyone is busy... And Fran don't really like me to play..cos he don't gamble and i always wanna him to stay with me when i am gaming...haha

I am sure we will make a trip up north again...not this year i am sure, most likely after chinese new year ...

Oh another update!...I won $75 on top of my $50 bet from my office world cup betting! haha that is a piece of good new huh...

More fun to come....

Hey man...is so good to sit here now in my air-con room, typing away. My latest nighmare has over. The best of all is we did a good job, as far as what i can see.

A last minute planning formed yesterday! A trip, yes...a long trip to taiwan. 10 days.... is so good to have something to look forward to..there is a lot of planning involve and i am sure we will have lot of fun then...Oh yes...we are going in early sept...will celebrate my birthday there ...so cool hor...

A lot of event will be taking place second half of the year....life is so exciting now...hahaha...

I am in NIGHTMARE

June almost end, how i wish July is tomorrow...that is because my tender date for the project i am workin on is the last day of June!!! Really a nightmare... hate it!

I will be going to Hong Kong Mid of Oct to Mid of Dec...yeah finally the date is set.
Now...should i stay there till christmas or new year?? But i am sure i will miss home by then..Fran said he will come over and visit me ...but i will miss him for sure...

Coming Oct is our 3 year anniversary...been a while....we more or less settle down...
but still a lot to compromise... anyway we will work things out...that is life...

Working in a big company is really helps tp grow one person.... I truely think that i improve and strenghten my design skill and ability... I hope the HK trip helps in certain way to expose my experience and horizon...

Must go find some info abt where to go in HK!!! Must prepare and have hell lot of fun there!!

Managing the expectation

I learned a new word today....which i love it...

Managing the expectation...it is a really nice way of saying that dun expect too much from me...hehe...

I really hate the project which i am workin on it now... I hope it will end soon....
god bless...

Actually thought of workin over this weekend...but damn it...i am not going to care now...wait till monday then face the music..

Finally is weekend...can rest and do nothing...:)

HAPPY WEEKEND!!

Monday Blue Love

Today is monday, blue blue monday...send my car for servicing so had to collect it after work... spend money again...i think is not easy to save ...i really had problem with it... no way in this life time to be rich...so let's be it...live a happy life and die when it is my time....


Took a bus to the service centre and pass-by orchard road, a busy shopping belt of singapore. Took a picture of the blue LOVE... I always like it when i pass by the area.

Celebrating my new HP

Finally got the N70 HP...used it to take my first pic...

U can see this is my work desk at home and my Mr Bean bear bear which fran bought for me during the last KL trip....:)

Is fun to play around the HP..so advance than my old one...just manage to set up the email in it. so i can receive email with my hp too...:)

Now can go around to shoot ...heehee


There is a press release on friday afternoon.. was wonder any of my drawing being print! I run through all the newspaper and finally saw my drawing on a local chinese newspaper..and it was quite a big print..hehee...not bad huh... I am proud of my work so far at lease i am good enough ...

Happy Me!!

Friday Sick Day

Got MC this morning..is really a bad nite last night...had to wake up very offen just to blow my nose... feels very dizzy and weak after the medication.is really a good rest after that...

Tomorrow is a good day!! I will be able to upgrade my HP then!! been eyeing at the Nokia N70 for days...finally able to get it!!! would love to take pic and post it here...The blog will be more colorful then..hehee...

So bore and come across this test...heehee...quite interesting...

Your Birthdate: September 5

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others. Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy. Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas. Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges. Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom Your power color: Tangerine Your power symbol: Ace Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Sick Day....

Don't feel well since last nite...very bad sore throat. Tried having Vitamin C drink but still it hurts bad in the middle of the nite... Hate the feeling..

Got to go on site meeting in the morning...lucky very near to my place... another big project again...

Finally reach office before noon....lunch... back to work again...

And i got some news...i apply for a short term attachment oversea.. got the answer today. Will get to go Hong Kong...not bad huh..

Actually right now, i am really not feeling good..took some medication from the last doctor visit... sure have a good sleep tonight...

13June...Tuesday

I guess being lazy is human nature..hahaha...it has been weeks since i last update my blog. Chatted with Daniel last nite and he asked me why i stopped? Cos he checked on my site religously...hahaha...no lah...just kidding...

Of course, a lot of thing happened to me from early May to now...well, to summarise.
Kat, my best pal finally moved back home. I missed her indeed. She SMS me while she took her coach home on her very last trip. A sense of lost just suddenly come over me, i weeped... is like empty void in my heart. After all these year, i know is not easy to find a good friend. Through experience..i know... It take fate, trust and understanding.

Recently, a colleague stopped talking to me, totally. And i respect her will and choice. Initially i started to question myself, did i do something wrong? Am i not good enough? I began to question my character...After some talk with other friends. i begin to accept and respect her choice. We still not talking...

I am not changing for anyone.. i simply believe accept a person as what he is...dun try to mold or change a person character... I am what i am ...at this age of coming 35... i am old enough to be myself.

Fran and me with jessie and husband went for a road trip to KL mid May... it was a fun trip...visited kat new house and did some shopping...Trip to KL is always fun.

Job wise. Very happy so far. As my hard work pay off...never been so satify in work..
Finally people see what i am doing.. A good news.... there will be a press release this coming friday. For a big project in 2008. My work will be send to all newspaper and TV....I dun wanna be famous...i just wanna be rich...I guess hard work need to pay off before they recogise u and give u a healthy pay raise huh ...hahaha...

Everything is looking good so far....work, love and family... now i just need another holiday.....hahaha... but i am still broke ....how har????

Sunday Sian...

What a long weekend...labour day holiday...i had quite a good rest.

First of all, Jessie/sandy/wei siong and me had a good fight over the mahjong table..from 4 pm till 2 am yesterday, we had 3 rounds of game, the first two i lose abt $15.00. But lucky at the last game, i won $20 so end up i won $5.00 more..hahaha very fun but very tired. I guess we are not young anymore so staying up late really can kill.

Today, Frans invited me to his colleague's condo for a pot luck thingy. Can swim and sun tan.. but the weather lately is quite moody...so wonder will it rain...really restless, cos back in my mind i know i still have a project on hand that need to complete by this weekend...

Been very faithful to the gym lately, cos i really can see some development below my shirt. The body looks good to me..hahaha...getting older and is my last chance to take care otherwise it may be too late...:P but i still didnt lose much weight, just have a nice tone body now. I hope my waist can cut down a bit more.. the worst thing abt me is, i always have this concept that since i work out i can affort to eat a bit more..so i can never get rid of the tire in the middle session.

Was intro to a young gay couple website lately, is quite funny to read about their life. i guess i had passed their age. Me and frans are not that loving...hahaha we dun really said it out.. maybe we are more friend than couple now..who knows.. Like what monica told me, we are just lonely that is why we hold on to each other..

I guess living in a city.. as gay man...closet one..is not so easy...i find it hard , as i still mind how people look at me. Although i work hard at work but i believe the conservative society still care. Working with gay people...although i know in our creative line, there are many PLU but i really dun wanna risk.

Kat is moving back home. She is such a dear friend, i can talk to her about my problem and stuffs. Now moving away from singapore, it may be hard to really call and chat.. I sincerely wish her good luck back home and be a happy house wife to be..hahaha..

Sat, my resting day-April22

Time really pass fast...maybe i am getting older now..started to like those songs that i dislike in the past. hahaha..yeah so funny, right? I really like music whenever i passby a music store, i will just go in and walk one round, i dun buy as many CD as before. very selective nowadays... was jalan jalan at a pasan manan last nite. As u know they always have a CD store selling cheap CDs. They were playing Chen bai Qiang on air. Dun really like him, but his (only love u) really sounds good to me then....i am old now..

SG, Tang, Mar and Woof are working their ass off on this sat ....now...saw them on MSN...they are good people and i respect them... SG once told me i over-work for the company, cos i work over few weekends in a row...but situation put me in a position that i had no choice but to stay back...anyway, everyone is unhappy...

The system or the way this comapny work is a bit weird. Just that the unhappiness grow deeper and deeper..sooner or later all the good people wanna leave, but there is no cure to it.. is so weird how these changes develop...I am part of the group.
Maybe cos i am a bit careless and living in my own world...i am better off, cos i only get hurt if i know too much..the problem with me is i dun think far..i just be happy with what i am doing in that moment. and hope everyone around me are happy.

So, how should i spend my weekend....bake roti? or go gym? Life is boring in singapore...help help..

My DNA report

My Personal Dna Report

Above is an Online test that i take few days back...quite interesting...

Anyway, we had a long weekend this week...been restless....cos need to go back office to finish up my project. Finally done at abt 3pm just now. Back home, restless...dunno what to do...

Attended Angela wedding, an expensive and up class wedding. My pocket had a big hole now...knowing that i will never have one in my life time...

Meeting fran later for movie...restless...oh maybe should go hiking again!!!

Ha, we went hiking on good friday, early morning at 11am....well...half way it rain....really heavy and thunder roar !!! well, i enjoy the rain and the hike...
it smoothe my stressful mind and take away my worry...sometime, getting away break all stress..

April Rest

Been a long long long time since i last update my blog. I believe my friends out there thought i am dead...anyway i am still kicking and alive.

Ok, let me update what happened lately in my happy life in the "shit hole".

Honestly, One had to be happy in his job. To stay happy is an art. Working in big organization and working with people is not an easy task. I find that i am more and more ..well i can only say plastic. I always joke about becoming a tupperware. anyway job is always there, even if u die one day the company wont wind up cos u are dead.

i was very busy last few weeks, been workin on a project for almost 3 to 4 weekend..I was tired, mentally....after some rest i am feeling better now. I learned a lesson from here... U will enjoy your work if u put your heart into it but hey dun do it blindly... at least have to be appreciated.. My boss was blind... he never realised that i was workin over few weekend and i am tired... end up he said...he dun know cos i didnt voice out and tell him... do i need to be vocal?? to be loud ...??

I really learn a lot in the shit hole...i believe i changed my way...from treating people to thinking way ahead...although i am not as good as some girls...the things is i hate to be the one left behind not knowing things around me... Is a sad way of looking at life...I am not an actor nor a star. why i need to act and not be myself.

I guess i had my happy days when i was a freelancer few years back...and now i am fallen angel into this shit hole...

Let's pray for me not be a prey in this shit hole to those ugly politic....

Sat-Jan21

One more week to Chinese New Year... busy busy busy. With office work and also home. Today they are coming to install a kitchen sliding door...cos my mom is a super oily chef! Everytime when she cook, goodness, the whole house will be full of smoke...
So no choice have to spend money on the partition.

A new year ... i hope everything will be on a right track. I am so hopeless in life. Guess i am not brave enough. Once u shown weakess, people will try to take advantage of u. I am tired.. Am i not good enough?

I believe i did my best in my job. But something just not right...maybe i am just too senitive.. Sometime i just wonder how long i will live before i really rest.

Better dont think too much...must stay positive.. God, give me strenght to carry on..

Have a good weekend..

Tuesday-Jan10

Another raining day.....rain rain rain....

Been a bit restless lately, maybe due to too many holiday?? of course i am not complaining it.. just that i find it hard to go back to work... See...Chinese new year end of the month, from Jan29 to Jan31. Eat and eat, sure grow fat!!

Was at work yesterday and my collegue show me in her pc, the photographs that she took in Ministry of Sound ( a new night spot in town that open just last month )..
We went there after our D&D.

Is really fun with a group of colleagues.We drank, drunk, dance, play games....some puke like me, some fall, some strip like me, some cry, some enjoy like me...haha...what a night. I manage to reach home by 430am. Goodness, is not easy to drive when u drank so much .... lucky nothing happened.

I truely enjoy that night of fun and god, i am blessed with fun and caring friends around me. Thank you...

Been raining this week... so can only stay home play game or read.. find that there is so much thing can be done...just lack of time.

Jan09-Monday

Been 2 weeks since i last update my blog. So what have i been up to?? Well, festive seasons so a good reason to eat and have fun. Reality soon settle in... how much weight i gain..hmmm, i dunno...guess the machine at home is not that functioning...anyway, so much fun that night after the D&D, last friday.

The theme for this year Dinner and Dance is around the world, and our table we dress up as a cow-boy. It suits me as i am tall and handsome..:P and the BEST thing is i was also being pull up to that stage for some dance thing with the 2 PRETTY dancers!!
I will never forget that night...

I even win in the lucky-draw. number 19....so far away huh...A package to a photo studio for family photo taking. I was actually a bit disppointed then but come to think about it, my family never took any studio shoot before and i will never come up with this idea. So in a way, maybe is a blessing.

Will write more when i am in office....now i am late for work..