Saturday, October 01, 2005

Forgive and Forget-Oct2

Is midnight...tired...why?? sigh... i dunno should write it down...or...

Can you forgive your lover if he/she cheated on u.. If u forgive, will you forget?
Now i am facing situation like this...

Found sexy sms on his hp...both personal and office. What else will you do..
i know i am bad but i already suspected when a sms beep in the afternoon..."miss you and wanna meet u again etc"... Fuck...then after we came back from east coast...while he is showering...i checked his hp...goodness....different people...
different sexy message..i dunno how i should react...

He hold me and say he didnt do anything behind me...i kept quiet and he keep !#@%$#
...i demanded to check the other HP sms...my gosh!!! even more !!! even got a married one!!!

I know is hard to maintain a relationship...2 yrs is not easy...especially we are happy man..should i carry on ...and if i do...will i forgive and forget?? Will he repeat history again?? He is still young and active .... should i let him go...

My back aches again...i will go back to Liu Shi Fu again tomorrow...he is good and i am sure there will be a better tomorrow...

I still love him....

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